It's been months, really. Oh well, I'm back again to pour out my feeling because I'm losing grip of myself. I have been like this for a couple days already. Guess who is in a confusion state? Ha ha, me. No joke, my mind is so muddled up right now. I don't understand it. Seriously, it's a war in my head. 

I honestly want to level up spiritually, mentally, physically and emotionally. I don't want to expect too much, just letting everything flow. Yes, I'm not going to let yesterday use up too much of today. I won't cry over past, because it's done.

I'm changing for the better. I'm giving a try for this course. I believe I can do it, yeah! If many people can do it, why not me? Oh god, I couldn't wait to die hard in university. Belajar betul betul. Ibu ayah dah tua. Jangan give up. Orang yang berjaya biasanya perit diawal waktu, bahagia pada akhirnya. Allah nak ajar erti redha dan syukur.