How do you expect me to smile, day in and day out? How do you expect me to "just cheer up"? When I just feel like breaking, breaking down. I mean, it's harder than you think, faking the same old smile, day after day after day, and have no one stops, for just once, and ask if you're really ok,
really ok.

Because to be perfectly honest,
I'm not ok
I'm not happy
I'm not just having a bad day
I'm sad,
I'm really sad
      really really sad.